Able to receive
But no imagination of giving
Waiting to be loved
But Unloving
Good that we are only morally bankrupt.
While those of my past drive someone else
To financial bankruptcy
It is good that they will only ever be emotionally bankrupt.
I am not as simple as I appear –
For understanding the power of second sight
Requires more than Concentration…
It requires hardship, sacrifice, determination
And perhaps just a bit of desperation
And… will –
I see a thing or a person for what it is
Then I see it again, for what it really IS..
I am not swayed [ for I have rarely been – except by sex]
I want to be loved
I want to be touched
But
I want mind.
Too many heartaches in one life time are not good for me…
I worked hard with my mind
My imagination on wings of light
I designed and built
A life of Me and left
For the Wheel in Space.
I never asked for you
I dreamed you
I imagined you
And you were as gentians
In the Alpine sun…
Simply put – you are the sum of all things.
I asked questions
I made decisions
About all things and people
Except that which I might love , or wish to love
Expecting that love finds its own
In good time.
Except that I may be wrong in this.
I may be wrong some times
But not always.
Just with you here, in this place
Now
By what I do
I have no conscience
And I do not care
[For Judgment]
I have all tomorrows
And I live them…..
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